I've always found writing about things in my life helps me to rationalise and make sense of it all. Maybe it also helps me deal with the bad things. I've discovered over the last year that whilst it helps, it may not be enough. Communication is a big problem these days. My home being one place that the word communication is foriegn and almost unrecognisable. In my discoveries over the last year, it happens i've stopped writing in my diary. This is a huge thing for me as it was a regular occurence in my ever changing life. The reason for this change? Someone who LISTENS. Truly. I no longer feel the need to write on paper and hide it away. I have found somone, now part of my life, that i can share every thought and feeling with. This, they say, overwhelms them. I don't think many people would have the kind of relationship i've found. An unconditional sharing relationship. We Talk, Joke, Laugh and share. We've never met and yet fully appreciate eachother. I can tell this person everything, openly and honestly. Everything. being the type that would usually struggle to tell a person anything, it's truly beneficial for me... and in a way... i think i've been saved... there was a build up inside me and this person coming into my life has now unburdened me in that i can share with them instead of holding everything inside. If everyone communicated the way this person and i do... What a place this world would be! Something i can only dream! Everyone should have this.
Meg.
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